I've believed in god for my life, but I stopped a few years ago. As I got older, and during religion class, I just couldn't believe all these stories that were being told. It all seems so fake and impossible, and there is no evidence at all. I'm not faithful to that whole situation, but I want to believe in him.. but I just can't? I don't know what to think. My family is all christian, and I'm just the one that doesn't believe in him. I can't help but come to the realization that everything is being faked because the stories are so absurd that it is practically impossible. If god existed, why does he give all the terrible disabilities, diseases etc to little babies that are just born? Why does he allow cancer to exist and to take over people's lives. God is meant to love us all, but why does he treat us like this.. why do people have disabilities, diseases that they couldn't control but only "GOD" apparently could.. smh.